[Tachanka]

After everything, I don't see a reason on Pandahut. The staff, the players, everything. I've been friends with great people! Just for them to turn be down.

This has happen'd my whole life. I'm close to leaving Pandahut, and wishing you rest the best of it. The only person who I can rely on is Hardium.

He is an amazing staff, and knows how to do his job. How is he not an admin?

i4sheep. Where did he go? I miss this guy, he was amazing! He was a great staff, and dropped almost ANYTHING to help people. I enjoyed spending my beginnings with him.

Other players: My first main friend I can remember was..well, no one. I'm not one for making friends, and I won't have any. In fact, I don't have any friends! Loneliness is a wonderful feeling.
I've had this my whole life. And this is me coming out. If anyone knows a good therapist in Ohio, please tell me. Most of you know where I'm going, and this topic might be deleted and my account punished. But this isn't a joke, I'm serious.

Reek left, which leaves a hole in me. How many more of people I know are gonna leave? I have no one, and I have nothing. I've been contemplating getting a refund for forever, but it might be time.

My outlook doesn't change. My life, is, I don't know. My whole family doesn't look up to me, no one is proud of me. No one loves me, I've never dated in my life. I don't think I ever will. This is my life, and this is what I did. Someone better give me a reason to stay on Pandahut and move forward, because it's getting close.

Most of you might think I'm overreacting, make a good reason for that. Give me a reason to stay on Pandahut, and a reason for me to stay.

I've been called a squeaker, I've been told a faggot, bitch, cunt, asshole, anything. But I get targeted. Me, only me, other people but mostly me. I've been framed, I've had moments in which I need help but no help has arrived, due to staff neglect. I'm done. I'm fucking 14, my mic makes me sound like a fucking squeaker. You've all been my age so shut the FUCK up. It's fucking annoying, same for Dre, he sounds young but is 14. I don't see him getting dissed...because hes a staff. Has the difference between Player and Staff changed that much? We get disrespected by Staff, but staff on staff, no disrespect there...only to the player. Mods think they are HIGHER than us. No one disses them! But when players get dissed the mod is like 'git evidence skrub FL;NALSG'. What is this? We don't need this. We need staff that has managed to recover a brain for a majority of their lives. That is my edit. And that is my last. Expect replies to other forums, but dont expect to see me on pandahut.

Please respond, I need all the help I can get through these few days...

[tMoist]

Don't worry pal, I shall personally make you your LMG Cake. Comes with ammo.

[Hardium]

You're a great guy Tachanka. I greatly appreciate your kindness torward me. I definitely without a doubt would count you as one of the good friends that I have made on Pandahut RP. I will miss you, and if you ever need me, I will be here for you.

[Tachanka]

You're a great guy Tachanka. I greatly appreciate your kindness torward me. I definitely without a doubt would count you as one of the good friends that I have made on Pandahut RP. I will miss you, and if you ever need me, I will be here for you.

i wish people said that to me in real life
you only know me through a screen, if you did meet me in real life you'd wish you never had.
im saying this because its true. it's happen'd.
i met a girl i loved, my whole school year, and you know what. i blew my chance. not because of what i did, but because of who i am and what i look like.
no one knows what i look like, or what my real life name is, no 1 knows that. i like it that way, to keep a social life.
the girl i met, i knew she was the one. she was the one i would love, but guess what. love doesn't give second chances. at the end of the year she had my throat on a knife. im not loved, im not wished to be places, im terrible. my life is terrible. i picture me having fun in my time, but its hard. ive done things that will never be forgotten.
im happy you class me as a friend, but don't judge a book by its cover. im a terrible one.

[Tachanka]

now rydolla said i need to make one on him, just like 13 reasons why. now i need 10 more people.
rydolla, i remember since...wait...what? i remember since he was a cool guy, helped the people out. would slightly bend the rules to make sure we had a good time. whats he now? strict, doesn't bypass a rule, if you do 1 thing wrong, he's on you.
i've never been banned by him, but he finishes situations quick...he banned 2 people today without getting their side of the story. so you can say hes like a instinct buyer, he sees something and he buys it. but in pandahut, he sees something and he bans it.
anything that happens he stops. you dont get a /warn with him, you get a /ban,
mostly hes a very strict mod. i like strictness, but not the way you have it.
im waiting for people to say 'ur overreacting' and for this topic to be closed. i see you loxton, gonna lock my opinion and forget it? thats fine. ill go down with it.
so there you go rydolla, happy? i made you one. hope your proud

[Tachanka]

now look at me, spilling this out to people i dont know. i guess you can say im drama.
so instead of 10 more people, ill name nothing. responses are welcome. but this is it. my drama is over, ill let it ride out. if i get denied chief ill try to staff, if i get denied ill quit. just like that, gone.
so, this is over. the topic on this is over. responses are welcome, but dont expect alot.

[Legit Doses]

Honestly Tach, I have seen the hate towards you and I apologize on behalf of everyone who is toxic towards you in this community. I don't know why exactly because I always thought you were a pretty cool guy. Even if we don't directly contribute to the hate, in a way, it is all our faults for the hate that gets thrown around. I am sincerely sorry for it and I hope that I haven't played any part in this.

If you ever are receiving hateful comments or toxicity in the future, feel free to reach out. I'll try to help out as best I can.

And P.S.

I didn't get my first girlfriend until 6 months ago and I'm 19 now so don't worry man. Fourteen is still really early. At 14, I played Minecraft all day and didn't care about anything else

[Slushy]

Hey Tach don't worry my man you'll be getting gals in no time my man just be willing to talk to them (warning some are mean and make you do stuff you would've never done before lol)

[FabAlien]

I have ofc been your age, and its rather normal to be disrespect based barely on age.


Btw ye arent expected to date @ 14 yrs old, give it time for it to happen

[Loxtonjoel]

I have never dated in my life #singleandreadytomingle

If your ever in need of a good chat come have a yarn to me in teamspeak on a weekend. 14 is a weird age, I got some mixed feelings from then on about highschool but never gave up, found a good group of mates who I hang with and to be honest I don't need a girl. Got too much on my plate already